I woke up today with an overwhelming depressed feeling. Ian noticed it right away, and i even noticed a change in him this morning knowing that he has to take me to the airport in a couple hours. I hate the feeling of having to leave him. Spent the last couple hours with his family and bull shitting with him on the ride to the airport. I totally bawled when i had to leave him and i clung to him soaking up his sent and the way he felt in my arms. Its hard to leave not only my best friend but one of the only men that has always been there for me in my life.


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