Grown Ups

So  I've deleted most of my online dating profiles with the exception of two... even tho I'm sure I'll delete those two eventually too, its a slow letting go process since I've been online dating since 17, and I'm just use to them being there. So I went out to the movies with this guy Joseph to see Grown Ups at the three dollar theater. It was a movie that I've never seen, and he's been wanting to see so I didn't care that he took me out to the cheap movie theater  in town for our first date. This was his first date in 6 years so he was completely respectful and didn't do any of the sly moves most guys try to do at movies. It was kinda refreshing, but weird for me at the same time. I feel love through touch, so if your not reaching out to touch me I feel like you don't like me or care about me (weird i know). And this was my first date since I've got back from my vacation with Ian and I'm not gonna lie Ive been feeling vulnerable and really lonely. So I kinda needed him to reach out to me, but I understand why he didn't. The movie was alright, I think Adam Sandler has done better movies in the past that were more comical than this one.  But all together it was ok... After the movie we just talked by my car for a little bit. He gave me a hug and then we went home and both got on messenger and talked for a little bit. I knew the whole date was really awkward for him, so I didnt try to make it anything that it wasn't. We get a long great, and have the same sence of humor which is good. It will take him a few dates for him to feel comfortable around me. So who knows whats gonna happen with this one.